Thursday, July 23, 2009

Family FIghts SUCK!

I'm not sure what to think anymore about anything. Mom and I had a fight today about something that has been bothering us for how long. I probably won't tell you what the fight was about but I will tell you that I'm sick of this never ending fight about basically nothing to do with us. This blog is going to have to be my outlet for today because nobody else will really listen. How do I let my mom know that I'm sick of arguing about this certain subject, that we shouldn't even be involved with. It hurts me that I can't ever voice my opinion around my mom and also my dad, because they are right no matter what. If they want help with a problem then they need to respect other people's views, including their children's views. I'm probably sharing to much and if my mom sees this she will probably never talk to me for the rest of my life, because I made a fight public. The truth is I know parents and kids don't always get along no matter how old they get, but why should a stupid fight have to hurt me so much. I know both of my brothers and I probably haven't always made the best decisions, but we are trying to get things right for once. I'm going to school, married, working and married a very respectful man and we plan on having kids in the near future. Bryan is trucking and doing something he absolutley loves, and has a beautiful girlfriend. Brandon is going to be a junior, with the twinkle of college in his young eager to learn eyes, and also has a beautiful girlfriend. I think all of us kids have something to be proud of, and I love my parents and the values they have instilled in us, and for that I'm truly grateful. Dealing with parents can't always be easy, but what is anymore? I know that a lot of people think I'm a really big, pardon my french, Bitch, but I stick to my guns and stand up for what I believe. Both my brothers and I have our own little traits that we inherited from mom an dad, and sometimes we are a little to much like them and I think that is why we fight sometimes. I know one this is true, I completely and unconditionally love my family and will walk to the ends of the earth for every one of them. As for mom and I fighting, I know that there are better days ahead and it is all in God's hands.

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